In pain, ♥

So its tuesday again. At library now. Wif absolutely nothin to do. N a wounded heart.

N the story goes...
Would u juz cut it out. Its not goin to affect my feelings for him. Everythin u say bounces off me. Ur juz hurtin me by sayin tt. Cant u juz accept da fact tt we're together?? Wads wrong wif accepting reality? Stop bein an ass!! FUCK OFF!!!

Tt's juz one part of my sad sad story. Goodness! Y wont they let me be happy for once! Once! Tt's al im asking. Urgh! I will not cave in to their demands juz to make dem happy. HE-LO? Wad about mine? Not tt im happy at the moment. Even he's out to jeopardize my exhiliration. N he's da one who is SUPPOSE to make me happy. Tankieu so much dude!!

Old-time's sake. Tt's wad he told me wen i caught dem together at the interchange. Wad bull!! Even if its for old-time's sake, wads wrong wif informin me first?! N he looks super guilty wen we locked eyes. Yea.. So much for old-time's sake!!

Im on the horns of dilemma now. Im startin to doubt him. The incident somehow affected my trust for him. Lyk duh! Shit la! Y muz he do such things? Damn him!!!!!!

Wadeva.