Wednesday, April 19, 2006!
still hurting, ♥
"Dan bila sampai di malam ini Aku masih bertahan Ini semua ku persembahkan Untukmu" lyrics from Mike-Indonesian Idol
i hope ur reading tis. u've caused a great deal of pain. u've betrayed my trust. im able to forgive u da first time but da second? i dun noe wad to do. pls enlighten me on wad i shud do. if u were in my shoes, wad wil u do? u told me to give u a chance to prove yourself worthy of me but wad haf u proven now. im terribly hurt. yes, its straight-forward, but dude, u've got to noe tis. im hurt! n i endured tis da last time. n i held on for whatever tt's left. but now, i don even noe if ther's anything left. i'd be lying if i say i hate u cuz i don. i'l never hate u, tt u can be sure of. juz tt... u've hurt me. the tears tt flows down my cheeks will soon stop, but will da ache tt im feeling stop too?
i shall not ponder on tt any longer. aniwae, today was ok. not much mind-boggling stuff goin on at skool. haha. oh! as usual, thers always da usual slenger acts by slenger & slenger pte ltd. haha. during da 2nd lecture of da day, da lecturer was speakin in a very high pitch tone to ask us to settle down. Gosh!! super irritating!! niwae, maria was pissed n ask her to shaddup n said tt it wasn even the lecturer's lecture spot to scold us. n maria said tis wif great confidence! she tot it was chem lect. N dgn confidentnye, she took out her chem notes n ask me y i took out my maths notes. how hilarious!!! it was actually maths lect n being her usual slenger self, she took out her chem notes!!! n da kick was, ain cam slenger, also took out her chem notes wen she saw maria takin out chem notes!!!! hahahahaha. mepek se dorg. haha.
oh! da body combat's trainer HOT!!! n super CUTE!!! especially wen he smiles. goodness! he's cute!! k, i shal stop gushing over him. haha.
i miss hangin out wif my darleengs. we're so bz these days tt we dn haf time to chill out n crap. haiz. but we'll always be there for each other, rite ladies??
ciaoo.
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8:24 PM,♥
now, smile(: