creeping cretinization, ♥

I think Im suffering from a disease. A terrible, horrible, incourrigible disease. CREEPING CRETINIZATION!! I swear Im getting less intelligent as the days go by. My brain cells seems to be dwindling and my brain itself disintegrating little by little. If this goes on, Im doomed to the world of idiotism and moronism. Oh. And not to forget my trademark, bimbotism and mak-nenek-ism.

I got a C for my latest chemistry test. HE-LO?? A C?? How dumb can you go Nana? This dumbness is definitely overrated!! How can I possibly get a C for a subject which I LOVE and DOTE so so so so so much on. My grades fell from an A to a B and now a C. Freaking frodo!! Or what Ngok will say: HOLY-BEDONKEY!! What's next? A D?? Im going to light up the bunsen burner in chem lab and shove it in my mouth, then ignite it if I ever, ever, ever get a D! Im utterly disappointed in myself for getting a C. Am I losing my touch or am I just too plain lazy and complacent to study hard. I hope its the latter. I'd rather be lazy then to lose my touch. Not that im planning to continue being lazy and not mugging. Im so so so mugging for the promos. I MUST redeem myself and at least get a B. No, a B is not good enough. An A. My ego kind of deflated when I receive my chem results. Im ashamed of myelf. My goodness. What have I done to myself. See la Nana. This is the result of your indulgence in MSN and Disney Channel and HBO and all your trashy love novels. You're an IDIOT Nana. I swear if you don't stop indulging in all those stuff, I'll kill you!!! Im just extremely disappointed. Very.

And, bio test was no better. I think i just flunked it. My brain went dead while I was doing the paper. WHAT A GOOD TIMING BRAINY. KEEP IT UP. Stupid brain. And I painfully memorise every single detail that I can probably regurgitate everything out NOW about DNA. Why can't my brain go blank now rather than yesterday?? Urgh!! Well, at least it didnt went on a strike during Chem SPA. Which is good, considering that SPA is an actual A-Level Practical. Alhamdullilah. Im able to do the practical without much difficulty.

Oh Oh. There's bengkel sastera tomorrow and guess Im supposed to do. Pergi geylang pagi-pagi bute just to buy kueh for the tea break. But Im not that selfish to go and ENJOY all of this by myself. Im sharing my ultimate YAYNESS with Mother and Mar. Weee... Kite gi geylang!! Bluerk! Haiz. If that wasn't enough, we spent Wednesday afternoon cleaning up the mlcs room with the rest of my siblings. Aku jadi cam maid se. Urgh. Whatever. Its all for a good cause.

At least theres something to look forward to, right MOTHER?? =)