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im O N E of a K I N D, be careful not to fall in L O V E
im O N E of a K I N D, be careful not to fall in L O V E
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| Sick. Again. Missed school. Miss everyone. Miss crapping. Miss gettin stares which shouts "Nana. That was bimbotic." Obviously i don't miss studying. My brain cells have had enough of storing information. Unfortunately, coughing and sneezing didn't help rejuvenate the cells. In fact, I think it killed them. So tommorrow, if I speak gibberish and nonsense, mind me. I need time for my brain cells to start the whole process of the cell cycle and start to undergo mitosis.Sheesh. Fotunately, the leftover brain cells were good enough for me to revise chemistry. Thank god. Oh. Guess what Im listening to right now. Surprise surprise.Iklim song. A lot of things is going through my mind right now, but trying to put them to words, that's the difficult part. For one thing, I've been through what she's going through. Waiting. And waiting. Endless wait. Never-ending wait. And what I ever wanted was assurance. Which seems to be HUGE favour when the feeling's transparent for the whole world to see. The wait was sickening. However, it was the very engine that escalates my emotions. I knew, deep down, there has to be a reason why things aren't running as smoothly as I wanted. Give and take. Patience. Faith. That was what I had. To keep me going. In the end, everthing was smiles and roses. All I have to say is have faith, ade hikmah disebalik semua kejadian. Don't worry, you're always in my doa'. Everything will turn out well. Insyaallah. AND gut feeling aren't neccesarily right. It just dampens your spirit. I wish she'd stop repeating. All that reruns are taking a toil on my emotions. Im damn exhausted from being the tape recorder who HAS to hear everything and in the end, Im the one used up. She didn't have to make that comment. Like the comment helps in whatever that was going on last night. If its to please her own revengeful heart, I think it was selfish of her. All she had to do is look around. Too young la. |