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im O N E of a K I N D, be careful not to fall in L O V E
im O N E of a K I N D, be careful not to fall in L O V E
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| After yesterday's confession to **r*** at the beach, I felt better. But how better, I don't know. The fact that **r***'s facing what I've been through does not make it more easier. Well, we have alot of similarities.For one thing, he is 90% wrong. No doubt about that. If he stays within his boundaries, none of this would have happened. If he didn't seek 'solitude' somewhere else, none of this would have occured. On the contrary, repeating what has happened in teh past does not make it easier for me to face all this. Repeating what's in the past only serves to open up all the wounds that might have healed. And its causing grave consequences in this fragile heart. No doubt she didn't weigh the implications of repeating OUT LOUD the past unlike how a person with her status should act. She is suppose to guard, not harm. Enough harm had been done by him. What she's doing is just like a pre-emptive strike, which serves to kill. Im not saying that she's wrong or that she's 100% right but.... when you've been through all this, you'll know how I feel. Alhamdullilah, HE gave me strenghts to face all this. HE gave me courage to continue. Without all this, I think I would be broken. Shattered. And Alhamdullilah, HE gave me friends who I can lean to even though they may be facing dilemmas of their own. I just hope that **r*** will continue to stay strong like she had always been and that she can find happiness in whatever that is going on right now. |