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im O N E of a K I N D, be careful not to fall in L O V E
im O N E of a K I N D, be careful not to fall in L O V E
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| I just spend an entire day with Mar. An entire day. 8 to 5. No! It was 8 to 6.30. GOSH. No wonder I feel looney. Must be the side effects. Laughs. For one thing, she's in love. SMITTEN with this curly-haired guy who tumpangkan her on his bicycle. Ok, so maybe they were trying to relive the kampung days where the hero sends the heroin home on a bicycle. Whatever, Im not jealous. I'd prefer a sports bike or a vespa the very least. Not like I'd allow him to ride one since his mom doesnt allow, but it'd be cool huh? What am I talking about?! Sheesh. So anyway, Mar was smiling whenever she receive an sms. I told her there's definitely sparks going on between her and her curly-haired guy but she denies it and tries to turn the tables on me. He-lo? It won't work. Mar told me about a comment made about her by some guy who obviously has nothing better to do than analyse people's relationship and draws DISGUSTING conclusion which has no basis whatsoever. The sad thing is, she's very disturbed by it even though she knows and I know that she's not like what the comment suggest. I swear Im gonna chase after that guy with a parang, after I've completed beheading and slicing this someone else's body. No one messes with my friends. The other someone really needs a good smashing man! After seeing how she looks this morning when Mar and I ran into her in school, I swear that man needs a good hacking. What's with guys these days?? Gosh. My heart went out for her when I saw her looking all pale and drained. Oh. Im feeling as though Im in a dream. Someone pinch me! As much as I want to wish, I know its impossible. Im actually feets above the ground, floating on cloud nine right now. And Im afraid, when I fall, I'll fall hard and injure myself. Every moment passed, only seem to intensify my feeling, which is BAD. Im very afraid. I fell before, alot of times. And I don't want to fall again because if I do this time, I wouldn't know how long I'll take to recover. BUT damn. I MISS HIM! I really, really do. I miss him dearly. My heart actually skip a beat at every mention of his name. That's how deep shit I've gotten myself into. Gosh. I really have to stop. I miss you alot. ALOT. Cinta yang tersisa. Hampa hidup terasa. |