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im O N E of a K I N D, be careful not to fall in L O V E
im O N E of a K I N D, be careful not to fall in L O V E
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| There is no explanation for the state I was in yesterday night except emotional. And the fact that I was bottling up everything untill finally I burst. Last night. I, myself couldn't believe that I actually said everything out. Well, not exactly everything. Some things are not meant to be said. They're supposed to be felt. Can I say Im relieved? Not really. After all that, the question still remains. What will happen to us? Im afraid to think of possibilities. Afraid that I'll jinx the outcome. Because when feelings are involved....... sigh. I think I'll be ok. I've been through this before. I can overcome anything. Don't worry about me. Its him who Im worried about. Never had a day passed without any thoughts about him. That's reality. I have to accept that. Even though I know, happily-ever-after will NEVER come true for me, I don't have enough courage to erase him. And I never will. He was there, he is there, he will always be there. Who am I kidding? Im not ok. Whatever. I have to study. Bluerk! I miss u. |