Tuesday, September 05, 2006!
me and him, ♥
I asked myself, am I being selfish? Or am I simply doing justice to myself? Whatever, the case is, she don't have to take the trouble to sms me to jolt me back to reality. Gosh. I didn't expect she could inflict so much pain in that few smses. For the umpteenth time, I'll admit defeat to her. I'll not confuse him anymore. I'll stop contacting him, stop smsing him. So that he can stop being confuse about their relationship. And be where he should be. Then she'll not feel bugged. Isn't that what she wants. I'll give it to her. I've done this before and I always manage to overcome it. Maybe this time, I'll be able to overcome it. Again. Call me stupid, but Im doing this for him.
Spend the entire day with Mar. Again. It was fun. Superb, if I may say. Our moronism was put to good use. Laughs. Mar flipped through this book which is a memoir for this budayawan. And, boy! Did we have a good laugh! Classic comment: Lubang hidungmu tetap menjadi pujaan hatiku. Laughs. And who can forget tie kontot or the selengest of the slengest bacin. Laughs. Or the fact that we were lying on our tummy, 'promoting' our asses. Oh! We saw 'samir' trying to flatten grass. Oh! My electrolysis notes fell through this latch and it will be stuck there for eternity! Man! What selenge bacin! Bluerk!
Damn. Gotta study. SICKENING promos.
I miss him. Gosh. im afraid.
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8:28 PM,♥
now, smile(: