yesterday., ♥

I really don't know what has gotten into Malaysia's mats these days. Are they really deprived of girls or are they just freakingly desperate? Or maybe Im just an exceptional one. Laughs. I received DOZEN of stares and FIVE 'boleh kenal-kenal' while in Johor yesterday. And I was with my parents. And I was dressing like how any other teenage girls would dress. The funny thing is, they so wanted my attention that they started a conversation with me. " Adek tinggal mane?" Like Im that DESPERATE for a boyfriend that I'd reveal where I live. Well, all i've got to say is, if those guys really want to know me, they'd have to come to Singapore. Laughs. And god! Please be a snappier dresser.

I bought my Hari Raya costume!! Needless to say, its pink. Whoever said orange was the new pink. Bluerk! My brothers, yes, my idiotic, sickening brothers actually suggested the colour. I was more than delighted to accept the offer. Laughs. Im going to live up to being the perempuan melayu terakhir. Serious. Who said I can't?! So, I've completed my Hari Raya costume search with 3 suits. Now I can concentrate on my promos.

Regarding the matters of the heart, what's important now is to make sure he doesn't make rush and harsh decisions that will backfire him someday. There's no way Im letting history repeats itself. He has had enough. Im being selfish if I keep being emotional, well, I know what I mean here. I guess feelings have to take a backseat for the time being, but.... that doesnt mean I've stopped.... I have to be there for him.

And goodness!! I really, really, really, really despise her. Truly, Madly, Deeply. How dare she question my motive? Who is she anyway? What does she know about me and him, for this matter, that she has the authority to question my motive? I swear if I see her, that'll be the last of her. Ok la, Im not that mean. I'll just sent her off to exile. I think she should come with a warning on her forehead: Im a heartbreaker. WHATEVER. Thinking about her is not going to help my brain cells.

stars in heaven.
missing u.