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im O N E of a K I N D, be careful not to fall in L O V E
im O N E of a K I N D, be careful not to fall in L O V E
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| I think deep down, there's an intelligent and intellectual Sakinah waiting to surface. She is just waiting for the right moment. Although, Im doubting whether it'll ever surface. Someone stop me from taking the meat knife and committing harakiki. My pride is well deflated along with my chem marks. I feel rather pathetic and insanely useless getting those marks. Chem use to be my pride, now its shamed. I've got no one to blame except myself and its no use crying over splilled milk. Well, cry me a river! Disappointed. Utterly disappointed! Its fcuking irritating to do badly for something you love, something which you'll dedicate your life too. No words are adequate to express my pure disgust and shameful of myself. I hope there's a silver lining behind these black clouds. Remind me to work hard next time! Well, at least I got an A for sastera. Alhamdullilah. And I met my target for GP. Alhamdullilah. I top bio again, even though this time I kinda screw up the paper. Thank god for small favours. Finally, as expected, I fail maths. Congrats Nana. For making a fool of yourself. Honour roll? My bad! Lets see if I can make it to cheese roll first. This sux. I really, really wanna cry. Maybe I'll cry two rivers tonight. |