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while the clouds are rolling in, i sit here, battling with my emotions. fighting the urge to let these tears spill. i stare into the horizon, wishing with all my might that what i've seen would be erased from my memory, along with all the hurt and pain it caused. i thought im done and over with, but i guess, i thought wrong. how can i be so naive? this emotional distress is one which i couldn't fanthom. might as well take a gun and shoot me. im broken and bleeding.