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how some people scare youu is amazing. not generalising girls with THAT look, but she does look eerily familiar to someone whom i simply detest, loathe, hate.... (puhlease continue). as if that isn't enough to make me run 2.4km away every time i spot her, her walk, smile and GOD, everything has to remind me of the jablai. LALALALALA. okayy, but im not mean to actually bitch about her and stuff but DEJAVU. i can't help but to feel a sense of disgust towards her. and its because of some bad past relationship. with a girl. wtf. school politics sux.

dear Allah, puhlease forgive this wretched being named me for feeling such things for an innocent(MEBE) girl who has done nothing to harm me except cursed with the features of my nemesis. ohh, and dear Allah, puhlease also forgive me for using unrefined language frequently this few weeks. and for influencing the j1s into saying those stuffs. wait. one more. puhlease enlighten the j1s to not call me kakak. im not that old. and i dont wish to feel old. amin.

okayy, im cured.

ohh! i dreamt of someone TALL, DARK and HEMSOME. no dude, its not you.

he's not a conman. and he wont break my heart. he promised me.