, ♥

"semua yang telah berakhir
antara hatiku dan hatimu
takkan ada cinta
seperti yang dulu..."

well, self-explanatory. yea, whatever we shared, ALL has ended. im LEAVIN'. puhlease let me go. there was never youu in all these. it was only me, holding on to promise after promise. but i know its the way that i must live. even though its so unclear, so unfair. youu broke me down. pardon me for taking this path. all these has left me EFFINGLY hurt. die.

the only saving grace is that no one knows about this. NOONE knew that we met. NOONE knew that i was a fool to trust youu. NOONE knows that youu cheat my feelings. NOONE knows youu 'confessed' your love. NOONE knows that youu were lying through your teeth to me. your secret is safe with me. im just glad i pulled myself out before further damage is done. so puhlease, DEPART.

im going to be fine. i'll find a shoulder to cry on. i'll find a shirt to soak my tears with. i'll find a chest to bury my sobbings. i'll be fine without youu. i promise.

note to self: NANA, you're an IDIOT. hasn't hasif warned youu? IDIOT.

'i believed, and KEPT holding on. NOW, depart.'