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when people do stuff to youu, youu'll do all you can to retaliate and defend yourself. rite? wrong. i take in everything. and that's my flaw. i'd like to thank those who did all those stuff to me. especially you. youu know who youu are. THANKS a bunch.

i've told him a lot of things i don't usually tell others, except those i trust. in a way, he had wedge his way in, into my circle of trust. and here, is where i fall back upon, if my life crumbles. and i rarely shed tears in front of an audience. i do that only to people i trust and deeply love. if i ever come crying to youu, it means i trust youu enuff to know that youuu won't judge me by my tears. in a perverted sort of way, i've made him someone i could trust, and rely on. was this a mistake? no, it wasnt. untill now. untill when i could really use some support, he got into his head to perform something extremely absurd, and leave me. fine. go. i won't need youu.

then, why won't these tears stop flowing?