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the countdown to blocky begins. im suspending all social activities untill the 23 march at exactly 11 am. after which, im allowing myself to run wild for aprroximately 2 days- saturday and sunday. and then its back to hard core mugging. yes, i've realise that planning ahead is imperative. so that i can avoid last minute cramming and getting into sticky situation like NOW. think i'll stick to it? we'll see. knowing myself, i'll give it 50-50. HAH. ps: im supposed to be studying chem now.

i've fallen in love with 'way back into love' after watching music and lyrics. not only is the music lovely, the lyrics means hell of alot to me. being a rebound... well, lets just say, i've had better times. there's a difference, you see, in 'i need you to be there for me' and 'i'll come to you when my world is topsy-turvy'. whatever. i shan't dwell. im not some 'rainy-day' girl( as someone puts it). im hoping your reticence means you understand my stand. sorry, but its a 'take it or leave it' situation. SEE, im able to withdraw myself from the quagmire of affection gone wrong.SEE.

whatever. really, whatever. OHH. i lost 2kg since monday. which according to some experts, is not good. because im under stress. am i stress? no luhh. bedek seyy aku stress. anw. theres no reason for me to be pessimistic about anything, now that i've cleared the freak event. okayy, stop lying to yourself bitchh.

whatever. studying chem now. stoopid blocky. RAHH.