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i hate uncertainties. i hate it more when i thought i had the world under control but in reality, its all a jumbled mess. that everything was a 'supposed'. peer closely at me, and you'll see a gigantic question mark on top of my head. must i ask why when the reason is tangible to everyone's eyes. i tried.. i swear i tried.

but.. how can youu not love someone you've loved for soo long that even thinkin about not loving them is impossible. just allow me to immerse myself in thoughts of youu. that's all.