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its effingly early and already my mind is playing games with me. how i wish i can shut whoever the person is that is mumbling all kinds of nonsense into my head and making them seem real. whatever. really, whatever. i dont seem to be caring much these few days, and my temper's getting real short. so, all the best missy. i just want to turn back the clock. is that wrong?!

school has always and will always be disgusting. you're either good at everything, a disaster at everything or specialize in some areas. and im in the 3rd case. so puhlease accept me for who i am and do NOT force me to do stuff that i cant and will not do well in. but, then again i made that choice. a bloody fucking BAD choice. whatever. there has to be choices made in life, and so far i've been making a hell lot of wrong choices. rot away. whatever. why do i keep saying that?

what is wrong with me?! i feel like taking a looong walk.